hijacked

i get hijacked into having the process be perfect. So right now i’m typing away in wordpress, just using it as a practice to get through the heavy moments (it is Day one afterwall). But my mind then goes, oh no but what if the internet goes down, what if i don’t have a copy of the website. And now i want to spend the day, figuring out how i automatically (because god forbid i lean on myself) have the website downloaded everyday.

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