there’s an urgency that i don’t understand. And it’s only during work hours. I had a client text me over the weekend to change an appointment time, i looked at it and went hey it’s the weekend, i will respond to that on Monday. Now it’s Monday 8.38am and i’m feeling that sense of urgency now. Like if i don’t get an answer out to them by 9am that i have failed in someway.
And then the emails come in, and i automatically think it must be bad, bad feedback or something i have done wrong. What am i connecting here? What did that feeling of shame give me when someone approached me when i was young.
OMG the knocking on the door? Chestnut St