• it’s a quarter after one and i’m really drunk and i need you now

    for the last couple of years, each morning i wake up singing a line from some song. I used to think it was linked to listening to the radio or something in my sight that triggered it. No trigger, just a line. Today IT’S A QUARTER AFTER ONE AND I’M REALLY DRUNK AND I NEED…

  • it is a combination of scouring and cold wind

    i am bubbling. i feel nausea. It was Bawaa’s birthday yesterday and I was video calling to see how their visit to the zoo went. in the corner of the screen, I saw Waanda, when her name was mentioned, and that callous teenage look of not caring struck me to the core. I know logically,…

  • that sense of urgency

    there’s an urgency that i don’t understand. And it’s only during work hours. I had a client text me over the weekend to change an appointment time, i looked at it and went hey it’s the weekend, i will respond to that on Monday. Now it’s Monday 8.38am and i’m feeling that sense of urgency…

I am worthy.

I have always been worthy.