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it is a combination of scouring and cold wind
i am bubbling. i feel nausea. It was Bawaa’s birthday yesterday and I was video calling to see how their visit to the zoo went. in the corner of the screen, I saw Waanda, when her name was mentioned, and that callous teenage look of not caring struck me to the core. I know logically,…
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that sense of urgency
there’s an urgency that i don’t understand. And it’s only during work hours. I had a client text me over the weekend to change an appointment time, i looked at it and went hey it’s the weekend, i will respond to that on Monday. Now it’s Monday 8.38am and i’m feeling that sense of urgency…
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hijacked
i get hijacked into having the process be perfect. So right now i’m typing away in wordpress, just using it as a practice to get through the heavy moments (it is Day one afterwall). But my mind then goes, oh no but what if the internet goes down, what if i don’t have a copy…
